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The angst has only grown... From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1126 days old)
It has been a long time since i wrote in my blog, and a lot has changed. But i guess that's the beauty of life. Today the scars on my hands and arms total 10. It seems like a landmark. I am in love… more
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Today From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1509 days old)
Evening friends. I thought it would be more appropriate to write a more up to date log as well as presenting you with my rather morbid and lovecraftian journal entries. Today has progressed with… more
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Wednesday 27th April 2005 From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1533 days old)
I cannot fight this restless feeling, although i havew found a direction, i have cleared the rubble something still holds me back, stops me from embracing all the opportunities that have spread themse… more
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Sunday 17th April 2005 From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1552 days old)
I have woken from a nightmare only to find that the dream has manifested itself in reality. I am fighting to control the female emotions that ravish my fragile body, infect my already stretched and o… more
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Wednesday 13th April...15 days post. From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1553 days old)
I am being slowly deflated, like a ballon with the smallest hole at its edge, a balloon that begins round and high, a balloon that smiles from its vantage point above the heads of those striving for c… more
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Tuesday 12th April - 14 days post... From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1555 days old)
I am standing surrounded by the rubble of a thousand bad decisions; sifting through the faces, circumstances and events searching for something familiar so it can be crushed, without remorse, underfoo… more
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Friday April 8th 2005...10 days post From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1559 days old)
I am uncontrollably spasmodic, my knees shake like they know something i don't. My body continues to love, feel and be affected by the events that occur to my left, my right, above and below me. I e… more
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Ah what a mess... From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1575 days old)
Right well the abstract diary is a working process and i have pages and pages to write, but my life has entered a minefield where i appear to be irresistable to men except the one person i have true, … more
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The pause in entries... From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1597 days old)
To anyone that has been reading my blog i am currently in Brazil and having problems finding time to add to my abstract diary. I am still writing, and the entries do infact go to the present day. It … more
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Friday March 18th (10 days to go...) From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1614 days old)
Falling out of Love: The sodden leaves are damp underfoot, she needs new shoes and the last 2 inches of her blue jeans are saturated with early morning due. Her pace quickens, her heart beats fast… more
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Thursday March 17th 2005 (11 days to go...) From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1614 days old)
Falling in Love: It's glorious, positively glorious. I am warm from the toes up. It's like stepping into the ocean, heated through generations by the indefatigable nature of our sun. Step by ste… more
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Impurity: March 16 2005 From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1616 days old)
Do not underestimate my fear of being alone. For someone so extraverted; who thrives on new experiences, the new emotion pushing its cold boney fingers through my skin is shocking, unexpected, and no… more
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The major question....why do this at all? From
quothraven
in Voice of the Unspoken
(1616 days old)
Introduction: Good evening to the internet sub-culture; I am an over intellectual depressive wannabe and i will find myself staring into the face of madness if i do not find an outlet to all the confu… more
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